i keep replying to your texts. you keep answering my calls...
these nothing ass conversations...just give me this momentary relief. like an avid cigarette smoker who wants to quit soo damn bad but needs a puff every so often, like a coke feign who wants to quit cold turkey but gets that unscratchable itch every now and then, just needing a little feel of the needle to the skin, how i so badly want to never think of you or have ever even known you, i was introduced to a drug that engulfed my whole being, the smell of it, the taste of it, the satisfaction...i thought i was dreaming. you became my addiction.
the beginning of any fixation is always the most exciting, but the reality was and still is most addictions just become bad habits to break, no matter how enticing
so i keep replying to your texts and you keep answering my calls..,
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