I miss him
Don't know how I'd live without him
Wish he'd come back
Want to make him more than he realizes
and I want them all to myself
Never wanted to be a player, never saw myself this way
But the fact of the matter is I got love for all my "friends"
A gift and a curse, this friendship matter, cause now I'm stuck
So I drown myself in work cause I have more control over it than love
I know I can't keep running from it
and one day it'll eventually catch up with me
but my comfortably seldom allows change
which has deemed itself worthless
as all my former "friends" turned lovers and vice versa
are now just as stuck as me when it comes to me...
